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i wish i could start everything all over.
that or just forget everything and be strangers.
It’s impossible now. I don’t see us happening ever again. I don’t see us anymore. When I think about us. I only think about you and him, and that makes us impossible..
You’ve never been that clueless? Don’t lie. How about this whole last year? All those guys. Going to a fucking hotel with a guy while we’re still together. Why don’t you fucking ask him for help. Clueless as fuck. You want ur dumb ass Korean drama type love but you’ll never have it because of you. Yourself. You’ll always be your own problem.
what the fuck do you want from me.
why don’t u ask ur new fucking boytoy for help instead of texting me and shit.
YOU DID PICK HIM.
You know what? I doubted myself for so long, I was so in love with someone that never treated me right. Even though all along. I thought that I was the one that wasn’t enough for you. I’m realizing now. I was wrong all along. You were never enough for me. I fell in love with the person in the beginning, and in the end, you weren’t the same person anymore. You’re lesser.
fuck you so much. when u said before that you hate yourself because of what you did and shit. you don’t fucking mean it because you don’t do anything about it. so yeah, fuck you dumb fuck
It was dumb of me too not listen to my friends. They were right every time “David, if you love her, don’t get comfortable.” Of course even with their advice i still fuck it up. I should have tried all along. not when it was over. not when it was too late. They also told me “Stop chasing her, It’s over, you’ll only hurt yourself by continuing to chase her. She wants him now. Not you.” Of course being so smart. I decided to not listen to them. I felt like even if there was a slight chance of hope. That it’d be all worth it. I felt like it’d be worth it even if it didn’t work out. Well it didn’t, and i was wrong again, it wasn’t worth it and I hurt myself chasing you.” This year hasn’t been good to me, I keep making mistakes, mistakes that i could have avoided if i just listened.
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